wow wow wow

Heavenly Father knows me.
He knows that change is scary for me and he knows that this decision is us walking into the dark.

He knows that Bryan and I can achieve anything we dedicate ourselves to and that this decision will only make us stronger as a family.

i think i'm mostly upset that I thought I was doing the right thing by making plan a b and c. my mind is still spinning as to how those plans fell through but there must be a reason and i can't concentrate on how it feels like we failed but on how we can make this a great fall season.

I know he knows i'm trying. he must.

We're moving to AZ this week, crazzzzyyyy i know.